A BROKEN BOY
If you have seen any of my work on social media you may be wondering, what's up with the lines on my face?
When I decided to resurrect myself for my music projects, I wanted to create the most realistic portrayal of childhood possible. Sadly, the images of my childhood were often too tragic to reproduce in art. The imagery would have been altogether offensive. How can I reproduce the night where my father forced me to watch the crushing of my puppy?
I summarized years of abuse by smashing my face. I started by creating actual cracks in my skin. I later decided that the cracks were too great of a trigger for me, they reminded me too much of my brokenness.
The lines you see in my videos are not lines, they are cracks. They are my way of showing you externally how I feel every moment of my adult life.